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Well Oklacon was fun, I got better acquainted with some friends, met some new ones & put some faces to online names. Once again I have to laugh as I drive or fly so many miles to meet furs who live close to me that I didn’t know, lol one even lives in the same town as me! Lol I have a greater realization of Foxes comment about satellite furs. I also played in the poker tournament & got my butt waxed twice, but it was fun better luck next time. Enjoyed some beers, hug lots of awesome people, wanted to shoot one fur to put her out of her misery that she doesn’t know she was in. All in all it was fun wish it was warmer but that can’t be helped.

Not gonna give a full report, but I will do highlights. Drive was nice, in a way I found something nice about hybrids if you are bored you can make a game of getting the best mpg & wow time really did just fly by. Had a really unexpected run in w/ a couple that I am on questionable grounds with, it was no biggie except I was literally shaking afterwards. All was good enjoyed sound & fury as well as several other shows like always & realized I seemed antisocial at times as I have things to see & do & I will only wait around for so long, I’m a roamer! Afterwards I enjoyed my 1^st time to spin fire poi at the bon fire, IT WAS AWESOME! I even got video of it just ask if your interested to see. I learned that the ground is hard to sleep on, & thx god I brought my grill as the other grill for the group feed had a problem. It was strange to watch celyddon cook spaghetti over charcoal, but hey it worked & on the last night I enjoyed staying up late talking w/ people, which later turned into nick & I looking at stars until it got way too cold.

In short did my usual, had a grand time, spun fire.  & i want to learn how to make my own fireworks & omg oklacon is here no time to decompress

I haven’t really been up to much in the last month, but I have been busy & enjoying life. I spent sometime with some friends playing some old games with & living through some very jumpy moments in horror survival that I’m sure is very amusing to watch me jump. I have greatly enjoyed texting a new friend who I feel a lot of connection with as we seem to see things in a very similar way & is a spectacular person. I have taken pleasure in cuddling with most, light petting with others & heavy petting with a few. & mas <3 to all of those who are willing to teach me new things. As well as the lovely lunch & dinner engagements with those who are very busy & don’t have as much time as they once had. I have had a grand time at the last few parties in the last month I have gone to even in the late when some needed care to make the night. I have liked the time I spend with those several groups that I watch anime with.

For all the times I didn’t feel like I fit in or all the times I felt lonely & to all the times that I was unsure of where my life is going. All of you help me forget this foolish thinking & remind me that it is a wonderful life & I really wouldn’t change much to consider life perfect.

Now I have several things planned in the upcoming weeks & it will be a blast. I luv going out with people & even if I have no real interest in what we are doing I can always find something interesting, but my real focus is being with you my friends.

Thank You to all who are in my Life

Wonderful day had sushi with a friend & later that night went to Addison Oktoberfest w/ some other furs. Who knew being a furry would get me free beer at Oktoberfest! Yes it was supremely awesome & it wasn’t a fur who got us the beer, hurray beer!

So off topic, Don’t try to describe what we are by explaining what we are not, but to add to that don’t lump us all in with you, k thx also refer to "Presenting the Furry Fandom to the Public" at AC check the youtube

Ok I’m late but I’m going to say it anyway. *back hands Tyra Banks* yes it was bad form for those furs to do so as well, but honestly I watched the clip & not a huge deal I have seen worse concept wise.

Wait, wait was it furry kanye? *furry kanye:” I’m really happy for you, I’m gonna let you finish, but MTV sex2k was one of the worst media related pieces of all time“*

k…didn’t ask, Anyway bad press happens get over it & don’t be that fur who got caught on tape, k thx

rah being home still feels weird, yet I have been really cheerful all day. I also have talked to several friends that I have been missing.
I also saw inglorious bastards & FREAKING LUVED the craziness of the film
Then when I got home i got my face scrapped by low tree branches, it sucks being tall at an apt complex that doesn't maintain the tree line. So i took care of them! also it turned into an indecent with a very rude courtesy officer but i wasn't gonna back down, i got hit in the face 4 the last time by those branches & I will be filing a complaint against him in the morning. Nothing will happen but I refuse to back down on something I have complained about a month ago, & I didn't hurt the trees I just did proper pruning for the walkway

Ok this is the 1st small con that i have gone to in a long time only to remember why i love jumbo cons. BUT! I also learned the reason for small cons & why they are important. Don't get me wrong I do think i will attend next year so that's saying something, but many things about the con bothered me, but awesomeness of furs also occurred. It seems people have more time & willingness to meet new people & give attention to them.

So anyway to keep it short had a good time will do it again
& super <3 to all those who i met
 

Well I went to go see “funny people” & once again I saw a movie that got me thinking again about what’s really important to me in life. & … wow I had a million positive & negative things fly through my head & I got a little bit dramatic with myself but it turns out I’m actually ok. I would like to get more attention from people, but since I have been fairly conservative I figure that should be an expected issue, which I need to break that habit soon & NEED TO DO OR MAKE SOMETHING MEMORABLE!

Anyway off to sleep & brainstorm 4 now

Its crazy but I knew I was gonna be depressed on my birthday this year & I was, but I had a nice little life intervention to remind myself all in reality was well & that I was being utterly ridiculous. TY to all those who sent Hugs & MSGs & know I am back to a chipper mood & I think it will likely last till December (the month that always SUXS!).

I look into the mirror & I see it is raining again, but not a cloud can be seen from the outside. Sometime I wonder where it comes from, yet I see no cure for the unwilling to openly express. I’ll just put on my happy umbrella & step out into the sun, as I don’t want others to see the rain inside myself.

We will see how long this lasts but for the last few mornings I have been waking up at 5:30am which is insane 4 me! & every time I have decided I am gonna get coffee so I have been walking to a decent gas station, which it feels good to get out & get about 40min of exercise & I get COFFEE! So for myself I am gonna try and continue this as a morning tradition. Heck I don’t have a job I might as well try to improve something in my life.

On that note I was thinking about selling my beloved ae86 due to the $2k rebuild it needs on the rear end. This morning I woke up & the 1^st thing that popped in my mind was if I sell that car, then I will never be happy with myself. So as a birthday present to myself I am gonna keep my ae86 & fix her. I’m not sure where $2k is gonna come from but dang it I luv this car & there will never be anything as light as it again in our modern safety designed world.